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Monday, August 31st, 2009
Winter 1944, the Allies completed the encirclement of Germany, France and Germany declined and soon. German people’s lives into difficulties, food shortages, a scarcity of fuel. Since Germany is located in Central Europe, the winter is very cold, lack of fuel  jordan shoes may lead to many of the residents have died as a last resort, the mountains around the city government had to let the public cutting trees.

German is so tear down trees, according to study pre-war Germany (trapped) and Ji Xianlin recalls: Forestry personnel in the vast woodlands in the first search, look for the old and weak trees or poor tree, found in the top draw a red circle. “Cut down a tree does not red circle should be punished.” The question is, who is going to the execution of punishment? In Germany, exists in reality as the administration of death tomorrow, civil servants transferred cheap jordan shoes  to the front to be exhaustively, and the city can not find the police, the country almost at the power vacuum. It was not until the war ended, all residents of Germany did not happen with the deforestation of the matter, all of them faithful implementation has been stipulated. After a lapse of 50 years old Ji Xianlin mentioned the matter is still sigh: German people “have a non-availability of Government of the Government’s terms Quemo phenomenon” 〔1〕.

Jinyan was a visiting scholar in Eastern Europe during the study period, experienced an over 80-year-old Polish old. She is a survivor of Auschwitz concentration camp, the whole family died in concentration camps. 1992 Christmas, Jinyan rush to Warsaw to visit the lonely old man. Old people are very happy Christmas, just bought new clothes to wear to show her, ask her to eat Christmas food. Finally for the elderly to move out of an Er Chi square cardboard box, which have a lot of items: small and exquisite Christmas tree, old people wear warm slippers, ladies wear soft quality big bust sweater, ham, chocolate, cookies, Christmas cards, Christmas ornaments Christmas … … the necessary food, clothing, with everything made available.

“Is a Who Wants to be so considerate?” Jinyan asks with curiosity. “German people.” Elderly handed her a German government sent with Germany, Poland condolence letters written in both languages. The original German Government (West Germany before reunification of the Government) the post-war economy in addition to compensation of Nazi victims, each year, “according to special legislation of the file, by sex, age and country of residence of the folk around the world still alive who survived concentration camps in the letter of condolences sent before Christmas, and a box of old Christmas items “〔2〕. This policy has adhered to almost half a century. The German government is also the conscience of debt, one that is still fifty years.

In 1984, the Wuhan Diesel Engine Plant hire German Gehrig retired office manager for the elderly.

Until this happens, “China-made diesel engine noise, a few kilometers far and wide, traces of oil spills a few meters away. While the German production of diesel engines can be placed in office to work on the red carpet, does not affect the office the next room of people.”

Wuhan Diesel Engine Plant hire Gehrig, the cylinder impurities in a long time remained at 5000 mg. Gehrig’s first meeting after he took office, they talk about two sentences. The first is: “Cleanliness is the key to product life!” The second is the Secretary’s face in front of city machines, the number of cylinders on the conference table, and then from the cylinder in a grasping a handful of iron sand, and his face ashen places said: “This is absolutely not a technical issue, but a sense of responsibility the problem!” Gehrig Zhichang two years, will be the cylinder diesel engine plant in Wuhan from 5000 mg of impurities down to about 100 milligrams. Even if the step down (due to various reasons), the Wuhan Diesel Engine Factory Every time I go to visit, he also obsessed with quality. When he took out rod inserted into cylinder head checks to detect pore and found that the iron is not cleaned up; when he took out a magnifying glass finish on the gear check and found that some ripples when actually forget that he is not the director, anger has will come up.

The world has any nation can be more serious than the Germans?

Only the Japanese!

Let us look at the Japanese temporarily suppress the anger, look at this nation is not worthy of the world to learn.

Said the Japanese do things carefully to the “stupid” point, the restaurant washing dishes must be washed seven times, a Chinese student tricky wash only three times, then this student could not find work, and had to leave Japan. This is nothing new. Japan Hotel foreman made the cleaning staff training, demonstrations, he cleaned the toilet, from which Yaoliao Yi cup of water consumed, said: “In accordance with this standard cleaning!” That was unheard of.

Said the Japanese were watching sporting events, tens of thousands of people leave the ground without leaving a cigarette butt, a scrap of litter, a trace of Tanji, which had been well-known people in the world. In fact, this is nothing. Capital Normal University, Professor of Politics and Law in Japan, has personally experienced the housing rather a traffic jam, that scenario enough to shock the world: from the Izu Peninsula, on the road to Tokyo, a pay tens of thousands of vehicles in a row of more than 100 kilometers. (That time) Almost all of the cars are back to Tokyo and the road on the right block into a queue. The left side vacated by an inhumane, those who open to the left, you can Yiliu Yan went straight to Tokyo. Is not a car can be plugged into the empty downlink Road Ultra line, more than 100 kilometers of traffic jams on the road, not seen a traffic police to maintain order. In the last 10 hours of the time, the traffic moved step by step, one foot one foot in Norway, quiet, non-smell soon as whistle. “It goes as far as their own stretches over 100 kilometers of traffic queues resolved! Such perseverance, order, unite as one nation, really admirable and frightening!” 〔3〕

Say that the Japanese post-war decades, 23:00 lights in many office buildings are still lit, white-collar workers in unpaid overtime, this is only a trivial matter. Compared to the seventies of last century and found in Indonesia, Southeast Asia is not hidden in deep forests went so far as the Japanese soldiers to surrender (World War II has been almost three decades), it was shocking.

The Japanese distribution, both left and right, Centrist, far left, far right, their common characteristic is not mountebank. “Japan does not have the word mountebank!” 〔4〕

April 11, 2002, a 54-year-old Japanese man in Tokyo Hibiya Park, the self-immolation. More than 30 years ago, he is a believer in communism’s innocence when he admired Mao Tse-tung. “Mao in 1962 to the Japanese working people made an important inscription ‘do as long as the earnest of Marxism-Leninism of the universal truth with the concrete practice of revolution in Japan, The combination of the victory of the revolution in Japan is no doubt’.” 〔5〕 time He and his comrades struggle with the police, shouting “Long Live Chairman Mao!” 30 years later, living in the affluent in the belief that he was at variance with reality, in order to disillusion and sadness, they committed suicide. According to statistics, since the Japanese left-wing movements at a low ebb after the leftist committed suicide each year seen several.

Extreme left-wing Red Army despite the crimes were, in the belief they are simple. In 1972 Nixon visit to China, the Red Army as if his head blown up a bomb, they worship Chairman Mao “was only a year ago, boarded the Tiananmen Gate, to the people of the world fight to the death for anti-US struggle called for, and the current situation of the revolution made a critical analysis: the revolution to stop the war, or war caused by the revolution. But now Mao himself was the object of his appeal to overthrow – the overall leader of the U.S. imperialism, Nixon secret contacts … … puzzling “〔6〕. Finally, they find the “conclusion”: This is Nixon’s visit should not be scared of the revolutionary people, but should be Brezhnev renegade groups and national reactionaries. This shows that “the United States steadily in the Indo-China military defeat, the domestic dollar loss, facing deep economic crisis,” 〔7〕. Without this explanation, I am afraid that one day Red Army survive.

Red Army backbone Sakaguchi Chung Yong-hong in prison, “long march”, “Jinggangshan” and “to have sacrificed more than ambition, the courage to ask new ones-day sun and the moon.” 1975, Shigenobu, leader of armed Red Army occupied the U.S. Embassy in Kuala Lumpur and the Swedish Embassy, demanding that the Japanese government to release Sakaguchi Deng Qiren exit. The Government of Japan agreed to this condition. However, when the cell door opens, “Sakaguchi I’m sorry that the jail dead comrades, refused to leave Japan. In 1993 he was sentenced to death by the Supreme Court in 1995, the implementation of” 〔8〕.

Persistent left-wing elements, the general public is not bad.

Among them are ten years now, the desert in Inner Mongolia voluntary tree-planting two million “China Desert Greening Japan Cooperation Team”; a twenty relief of Chinese students, “students of the Father”; have risked in the Middle East for many years fire workers, widening the Suez Canal; a continuous 10 hours upward, and operations (repairing the Golden Pavilion Temple House top), in the middle is not the last time the toilet artisans; a bowl in order to develop face, two years, Dun Dun eat fast surface and finally the appetite to eat down the food development officer; a duty for eight consecutive years for the victims of Japanese aggression against a lawsuit, collapsed in court after winning a lawyer; have shied away from collar benefits, rather than both starved to death an elderly couple in … …

Let us look at the evil side.

In the militaristic culture system, the Japanese soldiers lost their humanity during World War II committed heinous crimes against people of all countries, owed heavy debts of blood; and when they declined and when the Japanese soldiers, almost no one to surrender, or committed suicide or all of the killed, but also sad Kemin.

Saipan campaign, to be a strong navy and air force support 120,000 U.S. troops holed up alone in the San Wanri military offensive. Japanese hit only 3000 people, then the 3000 to the U.S. military launched the assault. They stumbled, “and some on crutches, some hanging bandages, in addition to, some eyes also Daxia a”; 〔9〕 take off their helmets, head Kunqi leucorrhea, “carrying his machine gun and swords, some holding just tied to bamboo poles on the bayonets, and even some empty-handed, tide-like flock to the U.S. position, “〔10〕. Strength of the seriously injured who are not EU members, then detonated the grenade body. The final assault with the Japanese at the same time, Saipan, the Japanese people have begun a large-scale suicide, they might jump from Ya Shang, or the parents holding their children, one a move toward the sea … … “The whole sea full of Japanese drift bodies. “U.S. troops will be converted into a propaganda vehicle tanks everywhere call:” We will not hurt you! “However, these calls almost no effect, Saipan, a total of more than ten thousand Japanese civilians committed suicide. Battle of Saipan, the U.S. military “combat units are very scared at first and then make them confused, and later so that they hate, ultimately they revealed the many American soldiers and sincere compassion. Japanese soldiers in the cave was the appalling suffering of as well as their mournful despair Too Late attack, making the U.S. troops to keep in mind ‘do not forget Pearl Harbor,’ the motto of more and more difficult, “〔11〕. Some soldiers broke down in tears: “The Japanese … … … … to be so why they commit suicide?” 〔12〕

Let us go to poor people, countless blood debts owed by the Japanese in China (regardless of their dead how to “heroic”) is a very difficult matter, but certainly worth the world kamikaze compassion. “Kamikaze” all seventeen or eighteen years old to over 20 years of age and high school students, most unmarried not even talked about love. They just joined the army on the “like falling cherry blossom,” and the right of all peoples have not yet committed a sin.

In 1993, Japan died of “kamikaze” in more than a thousand students held a military pilot, entitled “The Apprentice Rune fifty years – Awakening of the martyred students the truth,” the exhibition. A visit of the Chinese people a long time to stop at a place called Uemura Kamikaze true team portrait of the long-ago, the mood is very complex:

These young, intelligent, lives lost prematurely, like buds will not bloom in the litter in the wind and rain. Say that they are heroes, but rather that they are the victims of Japanese militarism. … … Hideki Tojo, the tablets of the tablets side by side with them is in fact a mockery of them. 〔13〕

Uemura Naohisa yes Rikkyo University students, joined the army in WWII, Showa 19 (1944) years in October as the “first Kamikaze Special Attack Force” from Nagasaki to fly to the Philippines, died at sea, only 25 years old. Attack Eve, teammates understand his feelings, his telephone connections with the military far from home in Tokyo so that he could hear through the microphone last prime infant daughter, son crying sound. In a message to her daughter’s suicide note, he wrote:

Sub-prime is a father to give you a name check, and Dad want you to be a naive kind, compassionate person; wait for you grow up, miss my father’s time, just come to the Yasukuni Shrine. Your heart meditation Daddy, Daddy will appear in your mind … …

Twenty years later, in the village of souls planted before the grown-up son accompanied the prime “Sakura Variations” for the late father danced requiem dance … … 〔14〕

Uemura reading really old testament, to see him embrace the baby’s photo, the Chinese people “Jiyu tears.” Exhibition also moved a Russian. Looking at it one by one on a portrait of childlike face, to visit a Russian woman to edit the sad tears. “In the past the Soviet Red Army against the Japanese Kwantung Army, but the hometown of the Red Army from the Soviet Union in Moscow, deputy chief editor of a magazine Calle Na De Tao Kana Japanese student soldiers been conquered. In the” Moscow daughter Tokyo Impressions “in Card Lena wrote: ‘young students face when facing death heroic magnanimity’; ‘I understand what is big and the soul. Again, I deeply understand that young people have a kind of sacred expression of the Japanese nation is a powerful spiritual force nation. ‘ “〔15〕

Sino-Japanese War ended, the Kuomintang army commander in chief Li Mo’an 32 will serve as the China Theater (KMT theater) the work of the Japanese surrender. Participated in the war as one of the Japanese atrocities are still fresh of the bloody Chinese soldiers, Li Mo’an feelings are complex. Cutting hate the one hand, the other hand, the process accompanied by surrender, Lee Mo’an gradually added to sigh:

Japanese troops captured the way back to the regular army has always been a queue of people walking, there is no confusion and there were no major incidents. At that same event when the Japanese of all weapons include heavy machine guns, vehicles and weapons from the wear wipe clean, and its officers, horses, weapons, ammunition, clothing, bags tools, vehicles, materials inventoried, digital clear that people feel so much a surrender than to say that I have to do the transfer process.

Li Mo’an later wrote in his memoirs: “For all this I was still impressed, and quite feel. Through the details of the weapons surrendered by the Japanese, you can see the Japanese alter-ego, the military management and training is rigorous, by the This can also see the mental outlook of a nation. At that time I thought, their discipline so rigorous, so the same action in the future if the leadership is correct, must be an unlimited potential to play in the country. “〔16〕

The excellent quality of the Japanese nation come from? Popular among the Japanese way of saying, saying that the Japanese nation is China’s Tian Heng 500 descendants of a disability.

More than two thousand years ago, the Chinese people is also a dedication, perseverance, loyalty nation. His sharp sense of integrity, sacrifice for justice, Shashenchengren, something as good as gold as much as a few can be said that the main theme of the community. 500 Shi Tian Heng said the Japanese are the descendants of this, of course not credible, however, China is Japan’s spiritual culture of the home country is true.

Cheng Ying Zhao Dun’s Menke, son of ball and socket ambulance Orphan risk one’s life, the former at the expense of his own son, who sacrificed their lives. Cheng Ying Renrutousheng 10 years, until the Orphan of Zhao dependent adult revenge after the suicide death.

Recommend to the Crown Prince Dan of Yan Tian Jing Ke, the order of the Crown Prince Dan of non-disclosure worries, Zi Wen died.

Gratitude for helping his career because of Zhi Bo Yu Rang, in the Zhi Bo’s death, destroyed the capacity, get dumb a voice, again and again for the Zhibo revenge. After the failure was eventually put to death three times, before execution time required cutting Zhaoxiang Zi Yu Rang clothes, to a wish.

Wu Zixu desperate wives Giving her no less than before, his wife resolutely terms: “child could speed lines, not to be concubines in mind!” Sui-home hanging. Wu Zixu escape the way, a woman Wun Sha sympathize with him, gifts of their meals. Wu Zixu confessed only because of the phrase “In case others would like his wife, not to words,” a look back, that woman has a bouldering plunge. Ng then fled the way, and had met with an old fisherman whose rescue ferry across the river, but also because confessed that “when coming from behind, do not vent I machines,” resolutely old man sighed: “I bent to the child wrongfully held, so crossing the river Ru. the child still see the suspect, please order a death of the suspect must jun! “finished, Shen Jiang died.

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All this with the Japanese national character is too similar?

However, the Japanese to learn from China’s spiritual culture, eventually missing out on something?

They inherited the ancient Chinese study of the “Spring and Autumn personality”, the abnormal development of the perseverance, dedication, perseverance, loyalty, but the lack of Chinese culture, another important ingredient – good.

Also in the Spring and Autumn jordan shoe , Weiling Gong’s two sons (son of his half brother Crown Prince son of acute Shou) “Brothers fight death” sounded a humanity mantra.

Earlier, business at the end of Boyi, Shu Ch’i that “violence against violence, I wonder if their non!” Their “non-violent anti-evil” than the concept of Tolstoy, Gandhi, three thousand years earlier, in order to abide by its principles, Boyi, Shu Ch’i “do not eat millet weeks” and starved to death.

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This part of the Chinese culture and genes, is not carried forward in Japan.

They learn modern Western culture, but also missed the Western Christian culture of love.

Wish them to continue to think!

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Monday, August 31st, 2009

During World War II Madingwoer being held as prisoners of war into a POW camp in Siberia where his home has since left the Ukraine, left his wife Anna and son Jacob. Over the next few years, he and his family Tiangeyifang, his whereabouts unknown isolated, so that even his wife shortly after he was taken away, he gave birth to a Ming Jiaosuo Youji Antonia’s daughter do not know. Not only that, in his scarred hands and feet everywhere, it was tortured when the left painful marks. What is even more unbearable was that he knew no longer reproductive capability. However, fortunately, he was fitted up we got freedom. To leave the POW camp, he was the first thing is to immediately go around looking for his wife Anna and son hard to the cloth. Finally, he inquired from the Red Cross to the news of his family, Fang know that they were already en route to Siberia and died. Suddenly, his grief-stricken, grief is not self-sheng. But until then, he still did not know that he still had not met a daughter.

Beginning of the war, Anna was lucky enough to bring Jacob fled to Germany. There, she met a farmer of very kind couple who shelter her and the child. As a result, Anna settled in there, and for them to do whatever farm work, as well as housework. It is in there, she gave birth to her daughter Sonia Martin. Living in the child with her and Martin lived in Ukraine and that peace and tranquility of the countryside is very similar place. Anna thought: “Our lives will be subjected to pain, suffering and separation of torture?”She even believe that if Martin can come to Germany, they will be able to re-create a new life. But things are and Unlike her vision very well. A few years later, the cruel war has finally come to Germany’s defeat and an end. Anna and the children were delighted, they think that we can immediately return to his hometown and Martin reunited. However, they did not think of yes, Stalin’s army will put them together and drive them into the crowded train transporting animals, but also told them that they should be sent home. In that same train by degrees cold as ice-cold, food and water have a serious lack of, they often have nothing to eat and no water to drink. In fact, Anna’s heart is very clear, and they are not being sent home, but was sent to Siberia that is full of horror at the death camps. Her hope completely shattered, she felt despair, and finally, she fell ill. Her increasingly difficult breathing, chest pain, are also increasingly much. she felt late in the day, so, watching the front of these two who have no children, she prayed over and over again: “Oh, God, ah, I beg you, please bless my two innocent kids alone!

“Jacob,” she said weakly against his son said, “I am very sick, probably going to die. I would go to heaven asking God to bless you. You have to promise me, do not leave small Sonia God will bless you and two of. ”
Early next morning, Anna died. It will be her body mounted on the truck away, and buried in a Luanfen Gang on. And her two children were driven down the train, taken to a nearby orphanage. Now, in this world, they are really wretched, the dispossessed of.

When Martin learned the news of his family had died, he stopped the analysis of prayer, because he felt that he faces every time turnaround time, God will make him disappointed. After that, Martin was assigned to a commune where working there, he’s like a robot-like machines at work, though, his health and strength has been gradually restored, but the feelings of his heart that he has been like a dead in general, regardless of what, for him have been irrelevant. Then one morning, he met by chance, and his work in the same commune Greta. If not, she smiled and watched Martin, Martin never will recognize the girl suddenly just in front of his home in the past when one not only filled with a happy, intelligent and clever students. Never thought that, after visiting so many places, has experienced such a long time, there were so many things, they actually can meet again here, this simply is too lucky! Then, not long before they married. As a result, Martin feel that life is full of sunshine, life, there has been significant. However, for some women is they always want to have a child can hurt you can love, and build cell tower is such a woman. Although she knew Martin had been unable to have children, but she is still keen to have a child. Finally, one day, she was really not help it. So on the analysis of demand for Martin, said: “Martin. Orphanage where there are many Mennonite children, should we not go to adopt one?” Cao cell towers, How can you think to adopt a child? “Martin replied in surprise,” Do not you know that those children what happened you? “Then Martin, his heart can no longer withstand any blow – he has it completely closed, however, Greta has never given up her desire, and finally, her intense love of beat Martin apathy and paranoia.

Thus, in one morning, Martin said to her: “Georgia build towers, you go to adopt a child it.” In order to adopt a child, build cell towers are ready for anything. Finally, go to the orphanage to adopt a child the day came that day early in the morning, she boarded the train went to the orphanage. Came to the orphanage, and take in that long, dark corridor, looking at those who stand in a row of children, look forward to, weigh the. They looked up and then one by one silent little face begging to look at her. She really wanted to open arms to all of them pro-human bosom, and took them all away. However, she knows that she can not do. At this point, there is a little girl smiled shyly to her. “Oh, this is the choice made by God to help me!” Greta think. She Danxi kneel down and lift a hand on touching a little girl’s head, sympathy and affection and asked: “Are you willing to work with me to go? To a father, mother’s real home?” Oh, of course, I am very willing to , “she replied,” but you will have to wait for me for a while, I come to my brother Quhan. We should go together because as I can not leave him. “Greta is very sad resignation shook his head and said:” But, I can only bring a child leaving the country again. I hope you tell me to go together. “The little girl again energetically shook his head, saying:” I must, and his brother together. Previously, we have mother died when she was asked to take care of my brother. She said that two of God will take care of us. “At this time, Greta found that she had been tired of looking for other children, because the front of this little girl had been deeply attracted to her, touched her. She wanted to go back and Martin talk a good talk.

Home, she pleaded to Martin: “Martin, one thing I must discuss with you. I have to bring two children back together, because I chose that girl had a brother, she could not leave him. I pray cheap jordan shoes  to ask you to promise me. “” To tell the truth, the lattice Fen Tower, “Martin replied,” There are so many kids to choose from, why did you choose this little girl insisted? Are not select other children? or simply on a do not. I really do not know how you want to “listen to Martin say this, Greta extremely sad and reluctant to Zaiqu orphanage. Greta looked sad appearance, Martin’s mind can not help but filled with an extraordinary sympathy and affection. Thus, love has once again achieved victory. This time, he suggested that both of them together to the orphanage, he also wants to see the little girl. Perhaps he can persuade her to leave her brother who are willing to accept a foster it. At this time, he thought of his son Jacob. Perhaps he was taken to the orphanage. If this is the case, he did not want Jacob be the same build as the cell towers do adopt such a good man?

When Greta and Martin entered the orphanage when the little girl went to the corridor to greet them, and this time, her hands tightly jordan shoes   holding a little boy’s hand. The little boy’s body is very thin and very weak, but his pair of tired eyes, the eyebrows in a soft kind eyes. At this time, shining a bright little girl with big eyes flutter softly against Greta said: “You are to pick us it?” Not so Greta access cavity, the first to open the little boy went on: “I have promised Mama never leave her. mother dying when I have to do to ensure her. I agreed. So, I am sorry, she could not go with you, “Martin silently watching the eyes of these two poor but cute children. Shortly after, he was a resolute tone, and decisively, announced: “The two kids we have to the” irresistible that he had been just this frail little boy attracted. As a result, Greta along with his brother and sister go off to clean their clothes, while Martin went to the office handling procedures for adoption. When Greta hands each holding a child, when arrived at the office, but found that Martin was at a loss to standing there. I saw his face as white as paper-and his hands are trembling violently, simply can not sign the adoption papers.

Greta frightened, and she thought that Martin suddenly got what emergency, so, quickly ran past, exclaimed: “Martin! How do you now? ‘, Of course, Martin is simply not got any emergency.” Greta, you see look at these names! “Martin said while the side and handed her a document. Greta took over the share of two child’s name written  jordan shoe on the paper, read up:” Jacob Wall and Sonia Yawo Er, mother Anna University · (Battle) · Wall; father Department Madingwoer. “Not only that, apart from Sonia, the date of birth, three of them with memories of Martin’s complete line ‘Oh, Greta, they are both my child ah! One I thought was dead long ago My beloved son of Jacob, one is I have never been aware of his daughter! If not, you are so earnestly begged me to adopt them, if not you are filled with love’s heart sinking, I probably would have missed the miracle of a! “Martin was moved to tears as he said, while squat body, the floor of the two children tightly in his arms, sobbed and said,” Oh, Greta, God is really on our side! “

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Monday, August 31st, 2009

Girl named Li Jia Rui, his father Jiaoli long column.

Li-chu is a typical guy, Shandong, his personality was strong, although to do is to sell cooked food in a small business, but never one a second, two.

On one occasion, a customer buying something at the time of his wallet in the booth. Regained after the money to thank him, but what he says and do not last very Tuirang However, he said: “That you’ll have something cooked food bar from me!” His wife, Li-chu, Wu Fengchen now the same as for a moment not find a job , we bought a tricycle in the street selling seeds, and sometimes when you purchase seeds into more, not sold on the tide, and Wu Feng-Chen would prefer to throw away is no longer sold. “Our Although it is not rich, but not for this little cheaper, lost his own face.”

Such integrity and self-esteem, they are all word and deed to his daughter. At that time, Xiao-Jia-Rui still can not speak. Holidays, they are holding my daughter to the park to play, Xiao-Jia-Rui stagger the run around, very cute, some tourists can not help but give out candy to her, while the Li-chu, couples must be accountable to someone repeatedly expressed his thanks, and then politely. This time goes by, Xiao-Jia-Rui learned to her life in the first sentence – “I do not!” Later, Xiao-Jia-Rui sensible, and also understand the meaning behind these words, that is – human dignity.

One day in the summer of 2001, Xiao-Jia-Rui a bit short of breath, the couple thought it was a cold, give her to eat up a few colds. Shui Liao, a few days later, Jia-Rui breathing increasingly difficult to hold back the little face all red. They tense up, hastens to send their children to the hospital. Examination, the doctor told them: “A child’s airway inflammation, and required hospital treatment.” This hospital, along with her injections and medicine, that is, the million of money.

After a period of time, the child’s illness reduced. Are discharged, the doctor warned him 10000 1000 asked: “a great possibility of recurrence of the disease, usually must pay attention to maintenance.” How do the maintenance? Li-chu think of the house. Had previously been spent over 100 yuan living in rented houses, the dark and damp. Like an ice-cold winter must be coal-fired stoves of Health. The poor quality of coal, the whole winter, the room is filled with a choking person’s funny smell.

Husband and wife are considered to be poor living environment that makes a child fall in this disease.

Li-chu, then made a hard-hearted: he put all these years out all the savings have bought sets of One Bedroom house. Moved into the new home that day, Xiao-Jia-Rui pranced in the evening lying on the blanket, but also asked Wu Feng-chen: “Mom, let’s not be removed, right?”

“No removed, since there is a Let’s forever home.” Wufeng Chen kissed her, told her for sure.

Fragment 2: The search for help – I’ll just medicine, not money

However, in the new house yard, the children fell ill again.

The disease is more ferocious, and sometimes a small Jia-Rui night in bed, breathing difficulties, was awake Sang Sang choke, cough too piercing. Wu Feng-chen distressed allowed to cry. The second child was taken to the hospital. This time it was diagnosed as pneumonia, Jia-Rui. Li-chu, the preparations for the decoration to use all the money to pay the hospital fees, but still not enough. Naturally reluctant to ask for help of the Li-chu, to her daughter’s illness, beginning 4 to borrow money, credit notes on each one, he indicated in detail to date of repayment. Just go to this day, he would be very on time at other parts of eastern Norway, western Minato handed the money in the hands of others. Creditors advised him: “Oh, we are all friends, why so serious!” Li-chu said: “Since the beginning is so agreed, it must be done. I now difficult, but the reputation can never be lost.”

Xiao-Jia-Rui’s condition repeated many times, Li-chu, couples almost the entire city of Changchun, saw some hospitals. Some, however, said to be pneumonia, bronchitis and some say yes, and each time to open a lot of drugs, each Li-chu, his wife is like holding the same life-saving straw, hopefully to take home drugs, but each time the results are is the same. Before long, Li-chu, not only of that hard-earned money accumulated consumption of an empty, still owe a few million in foreign debt.

One night, in a fit of violent coughing, a small Jia-Rui Wu Fengchen naively asked: “Mom, I will not Sia?” Wu Fengchen set teeth told her: “My child, you will not die, Mom and Dad is Zaguomaitie is also necessary to combine your cure! ”

Easier said than done. Cooked food business is getting bad to do, but at home it is is in need of money. As a result, other people’s hot food stalls are spread out morning and afternoon call it a day, Li-chu, had a day out of two stalls. Wufeng Chen tricycle also carries half the family’s hope. Previously she was only selling seeds, and now snowy years, they added roasted sweet potatoes.

Children of the poor early masters of torture illness is more sensible to small Jia Rui. As long as the condition is not serious sellers out of her with her mother, her mother said to the customer side of scales, Xiao-Jia-Rui early to Take the good side of a plastic bag, waiting for little hands softened pocket. Anyone who saw this lovely little girl, could not help but love and affection to touch her head. On one occasion, there was a customer led a Swiss with good little girl is as big as in Wu Feng-chen here to buy seeds, that little girl holding a cheap jordan shoes  bag, “Oishi,” potato chips, relish in eating, she ate one of each, but also exaggeration to Zaba lips. Xiao-Jia-Rui looked on helplessly, without saying a word. Wufeng Chen witnessed the process, never mind over heart ache. Could wait until the little girl walk a longer distance, Xiao-Jia-Rui Wu suddenly turned on the wind-chen said: “Mom, I do not eat ‘Oishi’.” Wufeng Chen could no longer contain the tears streaming out of … … Shuadiyixia

Was hospitalized again and again, again and again relapse. Two years, they have spent more than 10 million in cash, debt-laden. In a recent diagnosis, Xiao-Jia-Rui was diagnosed with mycoplasma pneumonia in children with asthma syndrome. However, they are in the hospital money, let alone hospital, and even money to buy medicine without … …

The family spent in torment, one after another sleepless night. Finally, last November 12 morning, the largest square in Changchun city – Cultural Square, people cling to each other to see the cold in this family of three. Xiao-Jia-Rui will be a brand were held in his chest that read: “Jia-rui, female, 4 years old, mycoplasma pneumonia, diagnosed as asthma. My mother told me that the problem can be spent, but with a backbone, to have dignity ! to ‘drugs’, not money. ”

Wufeng Chen said: “Xiao-Jia-Rui usually likes to see a kite flying above the Cultural Square. We have chosen this place is to make her confident of cure disease. Li-chu, I want to lift this piece from her own brand of dignity to the kind-hearted people the truth jordan shoes for help. to ‘medicine’, is the want their children to be able to prop up her life to remember those kind-hearted people. ”

Walking in the square for people to see this strange “begging license” are curiously Coushang to onlookers. Some people tried to probe them to put a few notes before them, were small Jia-Rui firmly pushed back. When the Li-chu to several people who asked him to explain the situation, people have been moved. In order to prevent freezing of small Jia-Rui, Wu Feng-chen cast off the scarf, the daughter of the original scarf wrapped around in a circle on another. Xiao-Jia-Rui hand into the mother’s face, and softly asked: “Mom, do not you cold?” Faced with this situation, so that the presence of people is invariably tears.

A taxi driver take the initiative to leave their own phone number, Li-chu, to keep his car hit a telephone at any time. But until today, Li-chu, not once played his cell phone, because people still rely on a taxi to live.

An individual owner sent three Da yuan, 10,000 yuan for each Da. However, the Li-chu, this stubborn Shandong jordan shoe   guy, a deep bow to that owner to express my gratitude and respect, while firmly rejected the money. “We just want some medicine for temporary relief from the child’s illness, and I hope that the prescription had successful experience.” This is Li-chu from the bottom of the heart, then the money too much to bear then get in front of him!

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Monday, August 31st, 2009
I tell you, said: “My car is broken, I walked for half an hour before the road reached the station!” I had thought jordan shoe you would care about that: how do not take a taxi, you tired? But, you say: Anyway, very close to the way you lose weight! I am angry that you do not love me, do not care about me! The next day, I found left on the table for your car keys, as well as I prepared a sumptuous breakfast! I found that you would love me, but you do not say that this is the way you love me share with you different!
     I’ll tell you: “I want to go to Hokkaido, the Netherlands and other countries which enjoy the spectacular display is large!” I had thought you would care, said: Where do you want? We plan to plan, even a few perfunctory trouble Fine! But you say: I am really bored, spend a lot of silver to the kind of boring places on Earth! I am angry that you do not love me, do not know me! Later, I found the family travel magazines, whether foreign or domestic coverage, as long as there are flowers that described in a, page corner creases there, the page will have your notes! I found that you would love me, but you do not say that this is the way you love me share with you different!
     I tell you, said: “My hair is out of the very serious, but doctors say no, I am really afraid that I would become bald!” I had thought you would comfort me: your hair, but it seems a lot! But you said: This know your hair is a mess ah, home on the floor are your hair, dirty! I am sad, I feel you do not love me, do not care about me! Later, I found on the floor at home more and more rare in my hair, I thought I will not lose their hair, and no longer worried about becoming bald by! However, before you travel those days, I found the hair on the floor has changed many times, also found a pile of garbage covers the hair with a newspaper! I found that you would love me, but you do not say that this is the way you love me share with you different!
     I’ll tell you: “I went out with friends, come back late at night!” I had thought you would care about me: Who out? Be careful, remember to dial the telephone or go home early and so on! But you say: Well, you, you happy like! I am angry that you do not love me, do not care about me! Later, I bloom middle of the night 3:00 to go home, I see you on the sofa sleeping capacity! I found that you would love me, but you do not say that this is the way you love me share with you different!
     I tell you, said: “This is my jacket for you to select from a seasonal uniform bought last year, and Tibet for a year, and now a new winter of the future, I warm this season’s first unit dedicated to you!” I had been outside the You will gratefully replied: Thank you, my dear, this is my season’s warmth is also a lifetime of memories! But you said: not a great auction of fishing seasonal uniform cheap! I am sad, I feel you do not love me, do not know me! Later, over the winter, and spring’s footsteps reached the end of May and I are still often saw the jacket in my view, love, do you think wearing a cheap jacket on you, I thought, counted, only to find that it accompanied by a jacket almost every day you go to work off duty to go out the door! I found that you would love me, but you do not say that this is the way you love me share with you different!
     I’ll tell you: “I like to eat next door to the corner and that one of the noodle!” I had thought you would tell me: then we eat together tomorrow, OK? But you said: all day long on the thought of eating, nor think about your own body! I am sad, I feel you do not love me, do not care about me! Later, I discovered that you always buy a lot of sesame peanut butter and bottles, nest bowl in the kitchen, another bowl of tune a dark sauce, I realize that you would love me, but you do not say that this is you love my way to share with you different!
     I’ll tell you: “I’m glad to marry you, you are the best husband!” I had thought you would cheerfully replied: I am also so think that you are the best wife! But you said: married are married, or you want to what? I am angry that you do not love me, do not know me! Later, I stumbled upon you begin to wipe in the toilet before bed, our bed on the wedding goes on 40-inch, and then a smile, looking at photos giggle for a long time! I found that you would love me, but you do not say that this is the way you love me share with you different!
     I think I finally understand, you do not care  jordan shoes about appearance, there are stars do not you use words to express the heart, a favorite of my heart! So you love me, but you do not say that this is the way you love to share with you different!
     Some people say that, since you have a birth to a set margin of days for you health! However, the vast sea, the world Ta-chien, life is short, how can I find a fixed share of the day belongs to you edge? Find the perfect partner then? Modern people can not stick to the edge of days, can not be perishable youth and anxious heart, waited to hear, so he (she) who is often very reluctantly accepted the wind and to her (him), but over and over her (his) and a perfect idea in mind, compared, and then time and time again disappointed! They do not know, know how to cherish those around him, and already have, in fact, the greatest happiness, the most true love!
     If you have a persistent and enduring affection, and a fair without but fleeting feelings, you prefer to choose one? The world has many outstanding men and beautiful women, however, your feelings really belong to only one! Do not change because of someone else’s vision of their love! Do not live in someone else’s vision cheap jordan shoes  lost inside his own! And never greedy! Feelings is not a dream, like a joke to say: If anyone think that the world has perfect love, then that person is not a poet is an idiot! Therefore, we carefully while waiting for their own are not earth-shaking love!
     Philosopher wrote: Love is when you know he is not your worship of the people, and understand what he was, there are still many shortcomings, but still chose him, and never because of his shortcomings and weaknesses and to abandon all his! Yes, there is no love is perfect, did not have a feeling there is no flaw, and this is so true love and love! When will we be able to calmly think about these words and think about what we had hard in pursuit of perfection ridiculous and naive then?
     If there is such a person, he is in your mind, and never had a trace of the shortcomings, and you fear but he was eager to get close! This feeling is not called “love”, and called “worship”! The need to create a worship idols, like totem like no blood no meat thing! But do not love, and love are so true you can hand to touch, to experience the heart!
     Love is you knowing that he dressed like a son of soil and old hat, but also willing to show him out to the masses; is that you despised businessman and he is a lovely little happens merchants; it is known you have got a little older you are willing to wash his greasy lunch boxes, dirty Xixi shoes! “You’re not the best, but I only love you!” Reading these words felt like a pair of vicissitudes of life had to make partner, holding hands walking in the sunset warm sun, his face a happy memories of the past! Things from far, but stay in Remembrance

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Monday, August 31st, 2009

Spring Festival this year, a friend from the northern border came back to me about a soldier’s romantic love story.
     Boy, a Master Army Medical, surgical expertise jordan shoe  , has successfully completed a number of difficult surgery, is the youngest school of “real” experience as a surgeon. Girls, a Master of Military Medical University, graduate students, the nursing profession. From the high school will be met with the boy, after three years of emotional training to become a boy’s first and last a girlfriend. Girls, a pair of watery eyes, purity and tenderness, it is for boys echocardiography. Boy vowed in the future must be to write a girl’s eyes the most beautiful poetry the world. After graduating from high school, they walked into the same by the Medical University Meet. Said the boy told the girl, you are my life only. Girls had been no response, but quietly happy with.
     Boys to choose the surgical profession, he said he wanted health of girls throughout the life. Girls have chosen the nursing profession, she said that she should always accompany the boy to do the boy’s right hand. Not only do they care about each other, but also, and then most of the hot-blooded youth, like harbor boat, they said that the young need passion. As a result, Chuaizhuo love and longing, they also obtain a certain Military Medical University, Master’s and become the Republic of the military. Love and ideals gave them enormous  jordan shoes power, both made remarkable progress.
     Boys and girls from childhood in the “Ends of the Earth,” grew up in Hainan to school, had never seen snow. Girls had a beautiful dream, she thought of the North to see snow, look at the world blanketed by Su-wrapped, to the embrace of lying in the snow, let snow in her lips and slowly melt. After graduating from the boy promised her the first thing is to take her to the North to see snow.
     Could it be that God also have selfish motives? Will be jealous? Otherwise how could the “days of old Chinese,” one said. Before graduation near a practical exercise, as a “battlefield” ambulance girls Shexia boys forever away.
     All come so suddenly.
     Health is so confusing and death is equally unthinkable. Girls, gone, gone so quiet, so hurry. As a staunch materialists, the boy naturally do not believe people have souls, but since the loss of girls, but he would prefer to believe them ……
     After graduating from the boy took the initiative to apply to the most northern of the motherland. Obtaining the consent of the parents of girls, boys to bring the girl’s casket.
     Barracks at the foot of a snow-capped mountains, to report the day, the boy was too late into the camp, so she took girls to come to the summit. The first exposure to snow world, there is no girl at your side, boys, there is no excitement, no joy, there is no snow to experience a long absence, the feeling, but rather sad, but tears.
     “Chen, you see it? This is the northern snow, how beautiful the snow! I’ll see you every day, accompany you chat, keep them with you to see snow, I will not make you lonely ….. . “casket and kissed the boy deeply, and then put it in a conifer, the covered with a thin layer of snow.
     Boy spent a lifetime under the snow-capped mountains, saving countless suffering souls.
     Whether it is windy or snowing, the boy get out of bed each day after the first thing is to climb the peak, gently Bakai covering the casket on the girls, snow, and the girl has said that the two once said, in whispers, and to twilight time, the boy and then climbed cheap jordan shoes up the Peak, to the girls to do the snow-covered bedding, had been to send girls to enter the dreams. Several decades, the boy had been so insistent on the, which the local has become a beautiful “fairy tale.” Then one day, the boy had not come back up later. Later, the soldiers in the conifer tree found under the boy, this time a boy is white-haired old man. The boy sat quietly under a tree, his hands on the girl’s casket on the back with towering trees, eyes closed, mouth smile, and a look of calm, the boy must have been another world to see the girl . Was then under the snow, snow in the sun sparkling crystal clear light, the original snowflake is to bear the sun.
     Soldiers were ready to carry the boy down the mountain, when, in his heart found a hand full of snow watermark paper it is written a poem, could see that this is the boy’s handwriting, entitled “Your eyes.”

               Faint, the
               You with the negative side Tongmou;
               Breathe,
               You look in the eye.
               Purity of the Crescent Moon Spring,
               I want to be your reflection
               Fear into bottomless echo.
               Rouqingsishui,
               My lover’s eyes.
               I’m looking forward to a heart into your deep,
               Afraid to break the quiet tears;
               Good gentle, recognize that you want to palm of the hand
               Afraid of your tarnished the Holy Spirit.

               Oh, my naive,
               Fluctuations in the black crystal into your deep,
               Waiting for the echo of love ……

     Life is just one stroke, true love is eternal, the boy at last with a lifetime of love for her to achieve the promise of his youth.
     Later, the soldiers under the boy’s will, the boy’s casket and the casket girls together, because the boy has said he will always accompany girls to see snow. After every morning, a soldier early in the mountains Bakai cover boys and girls casket on the snow, to sunset, when Hou, Zaiqu cover them. Day after day, year after year, the soldiers then walked Yi Cha Yi Cha, but this has not been finally broken. Whenever there is to see the young girl to the camp when the young man to give her a total of boys and girls talk about the story, and then bring the girl on the morning peak Bakai boys and girls casket on the snow, and that evening Zaiqu covered. Each boy and girl will be moved to tears, but later they have become more in love ……
     My friend said, the boy named Ling-Jun Li Yan, a girl named Liu Xiaochen, in today’s ussuriensis hill tombstone still left them.

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Monday, August 31st, 2009

Bin is a cold-hearted young man, no one ever saw anything between him and the people. Was a building where he lives, on a lot of people living together, they are nothing but ignore the people that he does not, and others to eat in a cafeteria, met by chance jordan shoes  and out easily do not say hello. The Postman, when many young people jump with joy to meet them a letter but never Debu Bin the letter. In addition to the bureau every day, he acted and his colleagues to say a few words on official business; and the landlord Cheng grandmother on his behalf, when your rice, but also say a few words as usual, the lip, in addition to not opening the.

He is not only there is no communication and people who take things a little angry, he does not love; room with a jordan shoe  flower, a grass, not the cold shade of the cave as a general. Bookshelves are filled with books. He bowed only solution from the bureau’s back, closed the door, took off his cap, he sat at my desk next to readily pick up a book, the unconscious watching, and occasionally feel tired, but also stand up and walk in the house a few turn , or the curtain opened glanced at, but not much for a while, in turn shut.

Cheng was his grandmother finally stigma of a person; her side to go into the rice, and sometimes they stand on the side of verbose and talking to him, but also asked him why such a Gu Ling. She asked scores of sentence, Bin occasionally promised a few, said: “The world is empty, and life is unconscious. And the people, and the universe, and everything in aggregate, are as drama, but in general: on the tower was the father and son mother and daughter, which may not be intimate; down, take off mask, then each dispersed. cry is such a thing, and laughing is such a thing, rather than interrelated, not as good as another abandonment; and Nietzsche Well said, love and compassion are evil …? quot; Cheng grandmother listened to, though not quite understand, but also knows how half, he laughed: “To do so, live in the world, what does this mean? Died, went out, would it not better, why should dress for dinner? “He smiled said:” so, will they too have their own value in the world. Than Xingyunliushui like, as he finished overhauled. “Cheng grandmother would also like to talk down, he saw Bin looking Lengran, head down to eat only targeted, they will be afraid to speech.

That night he suddenly woke up. Hear the groans of the miserable downstairs opposite, it sounds painful, intermittent, and in this silent night only targeted vibrate. Although he not tempted, but it also upsets the he could not sleep the night. Moonlight as water, from the screens outside the diarrhea would come in, he remembered a lot of childhood things – loving mother, stars from heaven, in the courtyard of the flowers … … his mind exhausted, never strong to want to discard these ideas, but unfortunately Ben scrape together only targeted at these things come, until dawn, only slightly unity of sleep a wink.
After listening to three nights, he moans, saw three nights a month, thought of the past three nights – sleep food are lost order also had black eye socket, his face is also pale of. Occasionally photographed in the mirror, and he is slightly taken aback, he was machine-like every day to do his thing – but an empty hole in his brain, out of thin air, a late-night patient Tim

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The seventh day to get up early, he suddenly asked the opposite way downstairs grandmother’s illness people? Cheng grandma side surprised the one hand, said: “It was in the kitchen running Street Children Paul infants went to the streets that day, broke his legs do not know why he buy a piece of plaster paste, or it is not good, night moaning is him. This child is unfortunate that this year it was 12 years old, Suri he was extremely diligent and pain of people …? quot; Bin Dressing himself only targets, it seems like not heard that he went to the door edge. Cheng grandmother also lived in mouth, Duan Qiwan years, was about to go out, Bin He slowly took out a banknote from his pocket, the grandmother gave way, said: “Give it a few strike-Lu, asked him to please the doctor rule 1 rule. “Finished, without looking, without consulting anybody away. – Cheng grandmother a Look at a huge number, can not help but stunned, Charles will be moving from the idea of compassion, this is an unprecedented thing Oh! She was carrying his bowl and stand at the door and just trance.

Moaning sound, and gradually light, and has gradually on the missing children. Bin still hazy – the loving mother, stars from heaven, in the courtyard of the flowers … …

His mind was very tired, trying to never want to discard these ideas, but unfortunately these things only targeted at Ben to scrape together.

After a few days, moaning sound live, and the night is still quiet with, Bin still “condemns individuals to non-dream” sleep. Before the nights of thinking, but as the dim light of Aria, according to the tip of the Feng Jian, the moment will have passed.

Paul Cheng grandmother took him a few times to knock on the door, with him thanks; he seemed to forget the whole thing, looked up Kanleyikan cold, but also shook his head, still see his book. Lu few upturned black fat face, the door Chang forward, almost cry out.

On this day dinner time, Bin Cheng told the grandmother that he should be transferred to another bureau gone, the day after tomorrow morning and will have to get up, and asked her to rent meal, have liquidated about.

Cheng grandma feel very frustrated, so pure residents, is rare, but not how to keep him, then quickly, and congratulated him. He points a nod slightly, then turn around and go pick up his books.

He felt very tired, they stayed to sleep in a moment. – Suddenly heard his door knob moved several times, and then they heard some people seem to like pushing hands. He did not made no move, just was lying quietly, while they are also vague and none of that happened.

The next day he closed the door again busy day, Cheng grandmother to help him, and he refused, only saying that when something happens and then bored her. Cheng grandmother down the stairs, he suddenly remembered one thing, the rope forgot to buy them. Slowly opened the door and saw a flash Renying Er, look, the Lu children hiding it in the opposite door. He hesitated an all around Kanliaoyikan, a servant is not, Bianhuan: “Lu abuse, you have come for me to buy Jigen rope.”

Paul Yee Zi Ju pass it, the joy received the money, such as the fly away downstairs.
Soon, loc children run red face, breathing the path to, a hand holding a rope with one hand tied behind his back, slightly bare a golden star two children.

He fed the rope, looked up seemed to speak of the hand has gradually come back.
Bin does not care about, holding the rope went into their own.
He was busy all packed well, holding cheap jordan shoes   hands looked around the room empty hole – stayed to sleep when he felt extremely hot, and right again, it will be windows and doors, have opened a seam, cool breeze back and forth blowing.

“Still very hot. Brains seemed to clutter the room seemed to space Shen. – Tired two days, living on the naturally a bit unusual. But why does the thought of the late-night patients. – Loving … … do not want, and blah very! ”

Slight wind, blowing Yang Zhao before his forehead with short hair, drying the sweat from his head, and gradually will be his dream to go into the fan.
Surrounded by a white wall, the dim light of the day, a few corner piles in shadow. One point one point of time passed.
Loving mother, a sky full of the stars, the flowers in the yard. Do not want to, and – boredom boredom … … … …
Diffuse shadow on the roof to go, what can not see, and time to one point one point passed.

Wind, that’s sensational bright compartment wall. Stars come flying calendar chaos. Star middle, slowly into a white women, the right hand lift up the skirt, by pressing the left forehead. Approached, and fragrance will be over with; gradually leaned over to look, looked solemn and quiet immobile, – eyes filled with love.
Nerves are numb moment! Up and strike, can not, which is the cradle, yeah! Mother – loving mother.
Oh Mother! I want them sitting in your arms, you hold me up and sitting in your arms.
Oh Mother! We are only implicated in one another, and never abandon each other.
Gradually to the back, and eyes still full of love. Blurred, stars fall like rain, dashing forward to have gathered on the corner of the shadow. – “Mother, Oh, do not go, do not go! … …”

10 years of love expression hidden and also Bin Cheng Lu in the face; 10 years bit by bit not seen a few tears, but also pearls scattered down.
Fragrance still there, white people who are still children. Slightly opened his eyes, surrounded by a white wall, the dim light of the day, a few piles shadow on the corner and get off to fragrance. – Has just made a motion, suddenly feel that there is a little man, with the foot gingerly walked out, just before the door, but also return to the small one’s face, the look of a look. He is a patient late at night – is Paul infants.
Bin trying to sit up. Strapped side of the books above, stood a basket of golden yellow flowers. He was wearing unlined garment walked past, basket of flowers Crimping is also a piece of paper under the above characters horizon, through twilight, when one above is:
I do not know how you can report to Mr. Ende. I looked at the door several times, Mr., on the table are not arrayed flowers. – Some are flower sellers here do not know Mr. seen yet? – This basket of flowers, I do not know what the name of my own species, but added very fragrant, I love it.

Mr. I will love it. I had to give to Mr., but overall no chance. Yesterday, Mr. heard to go, so quickly sent.
I think President must be unwanted. However, I have a mother, she had love my sake, but also very grateful to Mr.. A mother, Mr. Mody? She must love Mr.. This husband and my mother’s mother was good friends. Therefore, the necessary income mother’s friend, Mr.’s son things. Lu knock on children

Bin watching, and holding flowers and return to bed, what anyone, do the best, and can not help but to cry together Wuwuyanyan.
Fragrance still in the mother gone! The window out the window, reflect each other, and only moonlight, starlight, tears.

Cheng grandmother came in the morning when I saw Bin dressed well, wearing a hat a few very low, carrying a face standing at the window. Cheng grandmother asked him to accompany a smile with no dessert, he shook his head. – Cars come, the box also moved down, and Bin tears sounded, silence Hsieh Hsieh Cheng grandmother, carrying a basket of flowers, gradually from the car away.
Lu Cheng grandmother son standing next to two people’s faces, all piled surprise color. Watching car dust farther, Cheng Lu grandmother was back on the children, said: “You go and pick up that pack an empty room, then locked the door strike, key in the door yet.”

House empty hole on the bed was lying a piece of paper, read:
Lu child abuse:
I have to deeply apologize to you, my Ende is my sin.
You say you want to reward me, I do not know what I should do to repay you!
Your moans late at night, so that reminds me of a lot of memories. The first one is my mother, her love can make me feeling like a seal, it is important rippling up. I am the last ten years, the misidentification of the world is empty, and life is unconscious, love and compassion are the evil Germany. I’ll give you that medical expenses, which is not the slightest his mouth, love and compassion, but a rejection of your moans and refused my mother, rejected the universe and life, rejecting the love and compassion. Oh God! What is the idea of Oh!

I would like to thank you from deep inside instructed me naive of that a few words. Oh kids! Yes, the world’s mother and her mother are good friends, the world’s sons and son are also good friends, are interrelated and not mutually abandoned.

You gave me in that basket of flowers of the first, my mother had first come. She brought me touched by your love. I will not forget your flowers and your love, please do not forget, your flowers and your love is through your friend’s mother brought the past!

I had to take bundle sin, I was all empty, but nothing delivery to you. – However, this time accompanied by me, there are the tears of repentance, semi-chord moon, bright and the stars. The universe, only that they are pure and unblemished.

I use a ray of soft silk, will be put on a few tears, tied the two ends of crescent, off a sky full of stars a few years in the crescent of the round concave Sheng, the not also a basket of golden yellow flowers Mody? Its aroma is the repentance of the people called for words, you received a strike. Only in this basket of flowers delivery to you!

Days have been clear, I have to leave. No other words, I just thank you, children, good-bye! See you soon! The world’s sons and his son are good friends, we will always underlie Oh! Bin Grass

Do not need to have Huangde, because you know, and a lot more than I had! Postscript.

     “He sent me flowers in that basket then?” Lu child looking up at the black fat fair face, in looking at the sky blankly.

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Monday, August 31st, 2009

In that memorable era, in order to Republic, the 200,000 battle-soldiers into the remote location, away from the women’s wilderness.
Because of this special reasons, a large number of women were recruited to the in Xinjiang. They came, they, like men, their youth, physical, and everything is dedicated to this vast piece of land.

Labor, labor, labor呀labor,
Labor created the world,
Labor reform us,
We have enough to eat Yeah, thanks to labor,
We dressed warm ah, thanks to work … …
The song in the wilderness instead of military songs, with full of sweat and toil of the vigorous tone of voice instead of blood and smoke filled atmosphere of passionate melody. The former used to inspire people to duel with the toughness and survival, which is encouraged by all his life to achieve short Nirvana.
Has been stirring up the dust smell, taste of alkali earth, human body radiates a sweat, mixed together to form a new odor, which has a scent filled with an ancient wilderness.
In addition to soil, where nothing, it did not sow the seeds have not yet seen the seeds of new life. All of or a heart of hope … … While the seeds of desire to get the green flaming people’s hearts, but the new settlers of virgin land, had to wait for water, fertilizer, seeds, and essential to the season … …
But the wilderness on the mother was pregnant with the first one.
Child’s birth, is the first life, the birth of wilderness is the beginning of a new generation of pioneering people Peng Chu. This enables the glory of the mother exception, and she seems to be the wife of all the pioneering people, seems to be the mother of the entire wilderness.
At that time, there were only three came from the Hunan Military and Political University, the allocation of women. Chen Kang Lian-to-back more than four months, he was introduced to the three camps Liying Zhang Organization married soon pregnant. The news of the military people are extremely excited to open up the wilderness, but also felt a certain urgency – the birth of new life, but there is also nothing.
October pregnancy, and finally to the time of birth. On that day, the entire wasteland They looked solemn and sacred, every man’s heart are very excited, as if to greet the arrival of a religious holy book.
In winter pen outside the jammed with people, fiery sun, but it seems that we do not feel breathless stood, like a statues.
His mother lying on the soil table. The surrounding soil to make her feel like one is struggling to budding wheat seeds. Waves of pain made her feel that their bodies are torn apart time and again. Her hand to pull into the soil, then the earth by her shape into a group.
Two female soldiers were perplexed by her suffering. Not only is her both, including all of the people, for the first time the face of. For this camp, no one has done his father.
Constant flow of blood out of the khaki-colored military infiltration was also infiltrated the heatable adobe sleeping platform, infiltrated the depths of the earth.
Every mother groan, all tear the hearts of every soldier, not to mention the screams piercing the waves. They did not expect such a large birth to withstand pain.
Liying Zhang can not help from time to time to whack yourself on the head from time to time to beat the earth, finally, he was rushed to winter pen, and asked two female soldiers, “how?”
“It’s like health not come out.”
After he had heard, and turned out to winter pen, shouting, medics!
“To!”
“You go in and see!”
“Me? To my man.” Because I beg your pardon, medics face Xiude like monkey butt red, froze, then adds, “battalion commander, you know, the past is always to fight, I have also packed the wound dressing , usually cold to see a big headache for child birth, I have not even imagined, but simply do not know how to do. ”
“Is there a book in this respect?”
“No.”
“Then you have to go look, here you have a health worker, you must think of ways to strive for the child successfully born.”
Health workers flushed, hesitated on the ground with winter pen door.
“Quick go呀!” Officers and men of one opinion, anxiously shouted up to him in unison.
He did not approach, it is embarrassing to rubbed his hands, flushed, head bowed, like a criminal like entered.
After a while, he was sweating profusely to run out to the battalion commander said the wife a lot of blood loss may be difficult childbirth, was quickly sent to the division hospital.
How can we be together soon! To the division headquarters more than 200 kilometers, and even a car at all. Battalion commander said in despair.
“We are carrying the wife to the division hospital, send more some people take turns carrying, running to go, so trustworthy than the horse-drawn vehicles in the dirt Britain quickly.” One soldier said.
“Well, a telegram to the division headquarters, so they sent a car to pick.” Instructor, said.
Chen Kang Lian has been carried to a stretcher, the entire battalion of the 50 most Jingzhuang guy is also good teams out automatically. They carried a woman in front of the flying, the latter 48 were followed closely, ready to run faster when in front of people, replacing up. Overhead is the sun, at the foot of a desert, the golden sand is running up the foot-yang, the sun sparking shaking his head.
This is a strange team, of life and death, a new race.
The transpiration of the blazing desert heat, each one guy’s clothes were soaked, as if not in the sun, but in heavy rain in the run down.
Chen Kang Lian lying on a stretcher, we saw the sun kept shaking the desert, constantly passing from the side, stepping up from the date of Chen Sha-Gang Yang, they were far behind them. Although the pain unbearable, but she was afraid of his own soldiers groan so worried, so bite mandibular joint, insisted on not called out.
Division Hospital received a telegram immediately sent the best doctors and the best vehicles and equipment, provided assistance along the road to go.
Stretcher team taking a short cut from the desert, heading straight for southern Xinjiang Highway, 140 miles on the road we have spent four and a half-hour run finished.
By Yang Xia, people continue to be the seat of Yanqi ran, attracted the villagers along the beginning I just felt curious about: two people carrying a woman, run Xiangfengyiyang fast, followed by a large group of people again Xiangfengyiyang follow. When they learned that in order to save a mother in order to allow mothers gave birth to a child before doing so, they brought a crusty pancakes, fruit and water. Some boys also took the initiative Jieshang Qu, carrying gallop one way.
Finally, more and more people followed, 50 people increased by more than a thousand men and women. Everybody is running on the road.
After a qedir finally saw the division hospital vehicles. When the doctor to see when so many people was astonished when the mother carried to their front, they did not dare to believe that repeatedly asked: There are so fast? With almost the speed of our vehicles.
The operating room is located in the “Dodge” brand cars, people around the car, quietly waits for mothers can be out of danger, looking forward to the successful birth of a child.
Maternity was already unconscious.Well, children?” Battalion commander must cry out.
Doctor shook his head helplessly and said, “He’s dead.”
Battalion commander to cry, and he choked and said, “it came to the rescue an adult.”
After surgery, people have crowded around, and asked the doctor, “Children do, children?”
Doctors can only say that “Children do not keep, but because of rush of time, adults are already out of danger.”
We hear, and my heart is very sad, that ultimately there is no soon as the child’s crying sounded. They have bowed his head. Some slumped squat down, his head bent over his knees, sobbing sadly.
Here, continuing the family line is not only a reproduction, in these shortage Ken Billiton’s eyes, it also contains hope, survival of power and fresh start, as well as the courage to overcome suffering.

In the back walk, they used a whole night. Each person’s footsteps are heavy too could not lift up, not out of step.
When other people hear that your child does not keep, a battalion of 400 people, including the just distribution of the mainland down the 170 laid-off offenders, are sad to cry. If it is said qedir around 50 people still restrained by their status before the villagers do not be too sad. Now it is in their own “home”, the whole family in this sad face, no scruples, wilderness, the man became a crying sound.
Enable the troops to realize that this particular incident, it should be set up Articles by doctors at the grassroots level, there should be delivery of the people, because peace means a new start.
So, I arrived Luntai shortly after the camp I went to study medicine on the recommendation. On that day, battalion commander to find I said, “the camp ready to recommend you to division headquarters to learn.”
I hear, I am happy, quickly asked, “learn what?”
“Hey silkworm, learn from it, the future son of a doctor to the silkworm.”
“But it’s Gobi Desert, and even do not have a mulberry, silkworm feeding what is it?” I said seriously.
“There are no future there will be a. This opportunity hard to come by, each battalion is only recommended one, so you must learn.”
I went to the division headquarters hospital, before we know the truth, before we know, “Hey Silkworm” is the midwife. A battalion commander thought the midwife say, “Hey silkworm”, I could not help smiling.
The reason why the midwife is called “Hey silkworm” is because at that time to force female soldiers are still a girl in Hunan, let the girl go to school delivery, and most people are reluctant to go. Battalion commander was afraid I would not want to go, when I asked him, he would say in an emergency. Do not know how he linked these two together. However, this argument in some parts of southern Xinjiang spread quickly, and until now, there are people that you go and help me feed about silkworms, which indicated that you pick up health.
In fact, I went to army shortly after his wife heard the battalion commander of a difficult birth, and I was thinking to himself, if possible, have to become an Articles doctor thought days gradually people’s wishes, and my heart are naturally pleased.
Learned a few months later, I returned to the wilderness. I came back that day, people are warmly welcomed me, although I still is not really a doctor, but we have been respectfully called me to a doctor. They say, with Dr. Wang, do not be sad summer it happened.
We dug a manner winter pen, officially named it the “rest of the Gobi” – grass-roots units were not called a clinic, all call retreat, I was Director and doctors and nurses.
Soon, I will delivery the first child, as if this child is someone special waiting for delivery before they agree to come.
Mother is guilty of a woman laid off.
She has participated in the Communist Party, but it was not long before it has joined the Kuomintang, after serving in the intelligence service. Her husband is a deputy division commander, Major General Nationalist forces, was wounded in combat with the People’s Liberation Army, as her husband do not want to go to Taiwan, she followed her husband to stay in the mainland. Soon, her husband was suppressed, and she was escorted into Xinjiang, Sheung when she had a child. As a prisoner, she do not know how to do, do not know what will happen child was born, she had to jump from the car, to the post of Xinjiang, but also desperately hard labor, and once even beat his own belly force, want their children to abortion, but all without success. Others argue that, in any case, the child is born new life to this wilderness should be treated equally. Precisely because of this, she was sent to my house to nest.
When a woman because of the pain of birth issued by the groans came from the ground when the nest house, the men invariably have flocked to the ground before winter pen.
Bright and a huge full moon hanging in the sky, was it a lone flagpole lug. Reddish sand dunes in the bright moon in the soft golden light from the arc light and shade was extremely outlined the United States, like the naked woman’s carcass, people fascinated; oily sun-baked desert stones are also sparking its way forward光. My eyes to nest houses issued orange lantern light, with the moon and the stars echo the. Moonlight looks like a black and white men, wood engraving. Some of them standing, some sitting, MO All smoke from time to time been lit, spit leisurely smoke drifting in the moonlight. One soldier has been using bamboo flute playing the Northeast folk song “Lullaby.”
Because of the Articles I have a doctor, we have not the last so uptight.
May be due to poor maternal nutrition causes, she often lapsed into a coma. Sweat soaked her clothes, her face were very pale. Little strength that she does not seem to give birth to their child. Has been frustrating to most of the night before we heard a child crying sound that exciting.
- This is The First Sound, but this piece of wasteland on the child’s crying ah!
I am pleased to run out in winter pen, loudly cheap jordan shoes announced that “She gave birth to, is a pretty girl!”
The officers and men listening to that message, his eyes moist with excitement, everyone cheered up.
Me and the memory of the officers and soldiers, it is the most beautiful, most sacred night. Because life birth Napian frigid wilderness is not necessary, but full of vitality. When the new day comes, when the sun rises in the east, we find that the history of wilderness really started.
66-year-old Wang Bo Xiang is a gray-haired now, and she has been living in the northern margin of the Tarim Basin fields of this regiment, when she took over first child, the entire wasteland also come in 2000, and now the population has been increased tenfold, wilderness had turned into an oasis. And by my hand delivery of the third generation is to grow.
She and his wife live in the early hours to her cottage, housing the former kinds of fruits and vegetables, surrounded  jordan shoes by green fields, even far from the Gobi desert.

“How not to move to the city to live in?” Because many people have returned to the city after retirement, I have raised this question.
“Oh, how should I say, smell the smell of used here, soil, crops, trees, and weeds, as well as my work a lifetime in the maternity ward of the smell, smell the smell of the city, I am not used to. Huan people always want me to pick up health, saying that I did not say the insurance delivery, easy to keep the child, not sick. “She finished up on the laugh.
It is said that she likes children, her life singing favorite is “Sleep, little baby.” When I asked her to sing this song, she readily agreed
Sleep tight, little baby, fast asleep, your black mother around you. Dream will be a number of gifts, sweets and cakes ah no matter how you choose, wait for you to sleep, I will bring you to the Temple, the day Palace of flowers in bloom, colorful, black angel endless happiness … …
Finally, she told me that she was a child jordan shoe  in the next section, we want to have a song, sang about the provisional WHO maternal and child to listen to. Later, she watched the Mexican film “the right to life”, after listening to it and moving episode, but also hard to forget. She felt that this song was written for kids, and specifically addressed that there is a suffering mother’s children.
Do not know why, since she finished an interview later, whenever I see a child, it will hum the following lyrics:

Waiting for you to fall asleep, I would like to send you a Corolla, a string of garland, you set it on a more beautiful, and above there are stars and the sun shone out shell of light

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Monday, August 31st, 2009
From the Tibetan father and mother came from Changsha, met in a university in Yunnan Province, on the cafeteria inside the head occasionally four-phase between the two men will be doomed to a life of Food of Love. In order to love, and to respond to that year’s “support frontier” of the call, they both remained in Yunnan, a border town as a teacher, and later all the way to the Diqing, that is today the world-famous Shangri-La County.

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My parents were married in 1967, then it was no ceremony, the quilt along with even a home to move to a. Become their jordan shoe next summer holiday travel married, marriage is also regarded as a precedent for tourist bar. Since then, they go out every year tour Meet at least once, even though my sister’s birth did not change their agreement so.
At the time Diqing poverty and backwardness, traffic very inconvenient, in some places even the road at all. To the bigger town of Lijiang is only one way to go: Take the liberation of the county only one brand trucks, take the winding road for three days, in the middle but also live in two places even traveling shop. Take such a difficult road, the parents are always together with our two children. I have motion sickness, to Lijiang often have been tired and off in thin air, carrying my father, mother holding her sister, staying in a primary school classroom a rest day, the next day to continue to walk.
30 years ago in China there is little tourism concept, a teacher’s parents earn a paltry sum, even when their time in 10 years is still with me and sister have been to many parts of the South is simply to make a sightseeing tour, a considerable hard it is very interesting, the parents of classmates and friends really more to every one we can see and they are incredibly familiar with the person, even though you are not very rich, but a two-day hospitality is still quite warm. My sister has thus got to know many of us, aunts and uncles who are all loved ones.

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We Diqing home, caring full of Tibetan houses. Father was a native of the Tibetans, which is naturally very familiar with and practice, although his mother came from Hunan, but quickly adapt and liked here live in freedom. Weekends, if the mother washing clothes in the yard, my father often accompany us on the side next to the play side and his mother did not have a ride a ride to speak, although some are very common gossip, but the two words you have a word to me was very lively.
On one occasion, my father took advantage of me asleep, secretly placed in me I’ve been afraid to ride the back of the yak, and then, and her mother to the market to buy things on the go. When I wake up later, found himself back in the yak, froze for a few seconds jordan shoes then blubber up, can you not dare to move. Followed the cries from the mother and the neighbors to see such a situation the Tibetan people have a laugh. My father was afraid I would fall, had already Hada me firmly tied to the back of the yak. This joke has also been familiar with the old neighbors talked about, they would say: That is really interesting like family.
Memories of their parents would have not finish their homework and lots to talk about words. With the local men generally do not like to do chores the complete opposite of his father and mother as long as the one with the squeeze on the availability in the kitchen, a vegetables and a vegetable, Shuishuoxiaoxiao to put food ready, and sometimes very loud to laugh, so that homework in the courtyard of my sister and thought what had happened, quickly ran into the kitchen to see them.
With regard to the above-mentioned scenarios often let my memories into a puzzled: my parents have been together for 30 years, they would have been able to say how many have been saying that is still fun, what things can always work together and not tired?

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Sister was admitted to the University that year, parents at home banquet guests, among them was still my boyfriend now is my husband’s Tashi. I almost have forgotten the specific circumstances of the day of the banquet, the Tashi I described that day, he turned to feel the “shock”: “day for many people because of Diqing finally have their own female university students had! Just when everyone in the in the courtyard sipping yak butter tea, yak meat and cheese eating surrender to celebrate when your parents are out of a side dish color aroma and taste of the dishes. I am curious to go behind the kitchen to see how they create so beautiful dishes, that is standing in your parents have found that sunlight coming in the kitchen, happy to talk while he is busy family on their hands: A carefully wash the carrots on the case after the board, and the other skilled cutting them into flowers cheap jordan shoes  to put into the plate, and then fried vegetables Sheng went well, when the only big restaurants have vegetable dish made of carrots carved decorative edges, and I actually saw in your home, but also to look at to your parents is so happily together, doing carved carrots. At that time I thought, the legendary prince and princess from and lived a happy life is only for this bar, and that a happy life is this may also be referred to two were carved out of carrot flowers united bar – the original definition of happiness is that simple. I can imagine that when they are old white-haired, the still happily together in the kitchen, carved carrot flowers! ”

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In 1999, my father was diagnosed suffering from stomach cancer, but has come to late.
Mother always insisted not to tell his father the truth, until his father died before he Xiaohe He told us to have to travel out of the whole family together once again. Later, I thought, so smart and highly educated father, after dying again and again, how could not know at that time suffering from what kind of disease do? It turned out he is pretending that all the happiness to see her mother, as her mother always cried at night, in the kitchen, crying softly, but his father’s bedside she was always an enormous pleasure to look.
This life, they all want to give each other the happiest smile!
The last six months in his father’s life time, he spoke with me the total willing to youth that he and his mother’s past, talking about studying at university, there’s the boys from Beijing had been very enthusiastic in pursuit of the mother and the mother almost tempted to go and that person together, the father sincerely glad that they are one step ahead of the aspiration to the mother’s confession, with the most straightforward songs of the Tibetan expressed his love for her.
“Mother, why choose you?” I asked curiously.
“Because I have grown very handsome.” His father said half-jokingly. I believe that after his father until the disease is the most handsome guy Kham, not to mention their prime time then.
Mother likes sugar, in the food supply difficulties, need to buy a ticket month and year of sugar, the father each time trying to get a few pieces of fruit sugar, after which one will give me another one to the sister, while the rest are to the mother. Later, as my sister grew up with the opportunity to go out each time before leaving home my father asked us all not forget, to the field to remember to come back to his mother buy some sugar, even the cheapest fruit sugar does, and this is you the opportunity to express love for mothers! Whenever this time, me and sister would: Mother is really the happiest woman under the sun!
After the father died, the mother is almost mad, she not only tears every night during the day and also sitting in the kitchen staring at the floor is always a daze. Any one at home and father-related items can be great mothers put Beisheng. On several occasions, I also saw his mother standing on the roadside at night to pray for peace before the auspicious of the streamer mutter prayers, while the former, as Han’s mother would not have to such a place to pray, and occasionally because his father followed the tradition of prayer here , she would respectfully bowed, and then bypass three times in order to form awe.
We are all very worried about the future health of the mother. Later, her sister and her husband talk a bit, it will be the mother received Kunming, hoping a change in the environment, can be reduced a little miss her father’s pain.

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Fast forward five years later, for his father’s departure, the mother has been able to show very quiet. Sometimes with his sister’s children back to live in Diqing to live, she also often come up with something his father used during his lifetime, with the grandchildren playing happily together. Only in each household smoke rises, her expression emerged in only a slight depression in silence, his eyes looked wistfully from afar.
Once my mother and I one in the kitchen preparing dinner when the glorious sunset sprinkled the room. And mother, I chatted, I asked her: “You’re the biggest setback in this life is it?”
Mother very seriously thought about it and answer me: “is your father’s death. I always thought I could walk in front of him, or that we leave this world together, but I did not think he would go first than me.”
“At first, why did you choose my father?” I suddenly remembered my father once said of their youth in the past.
“Because your father’s sentence.” Mother’s mouth suddenly exposed hint of sweet smile, “he said:” I swear on the day, in my lifetime, I must than you live another day, I’ll help you bury, so that you peace of mind, free from the suffering of lost love, and then I come stay with you! ”
However, the father against his own oath, that he hurt his mother’s heart. Even if the mother has experienced the issue be reviewed as a result of origin served a cow suffering from breast cancer movement once major surgery, menopause, bleeding almost did not save when the time came, and so much pain, do not violate the Oath of the death of his father Gengrang her sad.
“But, I think that everything is arranged in heaven.” Her mother calmly said, “I have been stronger than your father, although I am sentimental. He has been a Nongmeidayan older children, always have a happy smile. Lost him, I did a kind of bird can not fly like fear, but I just thought if I go too early than your father, he will be more than I do to frighten, not me and joking with him, he likely to lose their language skills … … think of them, I will stop complaining and crying. I am happy I could live those years than him, not only to accompany him to the end of his life, to give him all that I can give care, and I am very happy to see our two daughters have grown up and have the happiness that we once had. “

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 When his father died, the mother was more than 40 years old, a few brothers are still studying, the mother has been without a job, a unit of fat people have to rely on his father’s pension is. It was the era of deprivation, life’s very nervous mother jordan shoe often away some hand sewing to subsidize the football family, and every time have to pay tuition fees when the mother is unhappy everywhere to borrow money.
       A few years later, in addition to the smallest brother was still a student, the rest have to work. Mother nearly fifty years old, a neighbor’s Aunt quietly told me that his mother prepared to remarry, often come to our house, Li uncle, and said; ‘You have to work, but not too poor to feed her, how he has give us lose face.
       I was on the young blood, how can his mother to shame, in my younger brothers and sisters, and send a punitive expedition, the mother said that exports have not been able to dispel the idea of it forever.
       Uncle Li is a tall man, Blake, a man of temperament, we’re very good for several siblings, and often do things to help my family.
       Later, we’re very rare to Uncle Li. Later still, we are also gradually starting a family moved out.
         So in 2035, is the mother of the most tired and most happy when several brothers and sisters are fighting over who gets to meet his mother to go with children. When our kids were in kindergarten when her mother to say we should return to old house to live here, said Tianyi 100 individuals dull, back to old houses can be labor with neighbors a good time to spend playing the small Mahjong, eat are free to do anything themselves to eat, in their children’s homes has always been uncomfortable.
       At this point the mother has more than 60 years of age, the body is also still in good health, self-care is no problem any how I stay, the mother, after all, or a person back.
       A few days later, I went back to see her mother, she was one stays on the table, wearing an old flower border, turned over at random in front of Mao’s Selected Works.
       I asked; not playing mahjong. Mother said; Minato missing persons, people often something happens at home. I asked; how not to watch TV, or to find the novels. Mother shook her head, what are not interested in reading. Then I looked at what 〔〕 Mao-smelling eyes only.
       One day soon, little brother called from his mother to the daughter of Xiao-xian Zhang aunt where her son went to help her take care of and gave me a phone number.
        Zhang aunt was originally our old neighbor, and later removed, and the mother’s relationship’re very good, and often look at the mother. Xiao-xian and we grew up in a courtyard, we are We’re very familiar with, but how can the mother go to Xiao-xian home.
        I immediately dialed the phone, his mother received, and mother, how can you go to Xiao-xian house. Soon as is not first.
        ‘Xiao-Mao’ mother always told me privately the pet name, Xiao-xian recently gave birth to her son, Zhang aunt said that my grandchildren have brought a few with a good, you see I am a man, they asked me to help with a few Xiao-xian On his son, brought jordan shoes  up to six months of age. Xiao-xian’re very good to me, you rest assured.
          I heard the fire, and ‘Who says that you are a person? You have sons, the unit still Hunde good, to be heard to say their mother to help out people, the subject of order about what they called us how a man? No No.
          Silent for a moment his mother said: “Xiao-Mao, I have promised people, and that’s it, I helped a month left. I am a man at home We’re very lonely, Xiao-xian mouth sweet, and her Yueshuixiaoxiao, and little is done, Good day to pass on the month, right? “It was almost begged me.
          “Well, the month, are not allowed to wages,” I put the soft tone, and his mother liked Xiao-xian, there is a period of time had hoped to do daughter Xiao-xian.
            A month later, the mother returned, I went to see her mother, her spirit’re very good, see me later We’re very pleased to say that she did not want to pay, Xiao-xian gave her a piece of clothing, to a 200 money, blame the sorry put a spoke to find out wearing clothes to show me.
            Mother put on the clothes, explicit to be younger, but also, and body, Xiao-xian must have spent a lot of thoughts for the selection of the mother, the mother also feels good to wear it to me. But I thought this is helping people come, and my heart is not comfortable, blunt and said: “look good.”
            Mother quietly took off his clothes come, I think my mother is a guess mind.
            Time this year after year have passed, the mother is still a person lived, we often only a weekend to see the mother with children.
            One night, friends, guests, out for dinner, sometimes I still early, we take the opportunity to go to his mother there. I opened the door, the room quietly, there is no switch on the lights nor the television channel, at dusk so that the light is very dark room. The mother of a person sitting on the sofa, head slightly raised, blankly out the window was facing the gradual darkening of the sky, Xiang Yizun solidification of the statue. I was standing outside the bedroom, watching her mother that I do not know how long it’s been a move to keep the silhouette. Guolehaojiu, I really can not put up with this dark silence, and turn on the lights, the mother noticed me, and Niu Guotou come to see me, stay in the eyes disclosed a trace of anger.
           I am sad a while, silently turn on the TV.
           “After dinner it?” Mother asked me, I nodded. “I have just eaten.” Her mother added.
           “Find a wife, mother.” I try to make their voices more pleased.
            “The old woman of 70 faster, but also what to look for his wife, whoever?” The mother said dismissively.
            Silence, side table and is still an open) (Mao’s Selected Works.
           I thought a while guilty, as age increased, social and open, the year I often regret the ancestral mother’s remarriage. A few years ago, I had quietly to try to discover the whereabouts of his uncle Guo Li, Li uncle already married. Uncle Lee’s neighbor, said that Lee uncle liked his mother, he waited for his mother a few years and see no hope of marriage before the removal.
           “Mother, please a small nanny it, can help you to do something, to accompany you talk with.”
           “I’m done eating, do not need.” Flatly rejected by her mother.
            I think the mother can not allow a person to live, and younger sister’s house to be a bit wide, to the young girl talk to her mother received her go there to live.
            Three days later, the afternoon, I go to work received a phone call from the mother’s neighbors, saying they were playing mahjong, the mother had suffered a stroke.
           When I was younger brother younger sister to the mother to the hospital, the mother is already a deep coma. Doctors say she is a stroke, if awake, but three days ago, and that is Buxing Le.
          His mother is really strong, she woke up. Mother, younger sister to live at home after discharge.
          I went to his mother pick up something, put the Selected Works of Mao Tse-tung of the () are carefully wrapped, but it is accompanied by her mother spent many lonely moments!
          His mother lying in bed a month later, they struggled together, leaning on a cane to walk slowly, hand can only slow activity, simply do not play mahjong a.
         Later, we were playing mahjong when his mother moved Jiu Ji Zhang stool, so that the mother sit on the sidelines watching, we just occasionally say a few words and his mother. If the mother less and less, and later, the mother can not look at us playing mahjong, and just one person sat quietly on the sofa.
         Two months later, on a Saturday, I went to young girl at home, the mother sat on the sofa told me: “Xiao-Mao, would you please help me to buy something.”
         “What?” I sat down in her mother’s side.
         Help me buy a bottle of ‘dichlorvos,’ I am alive too uncomfortable, and did not do anything. ”
         I Daileyixia only react: “talk nonsense, do you usually look at you better and exercise more.”
         “I know already Bu Xingle it really up,” his mother whispered.
          I said: “If you really eat dichlorvos died, how we see people after a few brothers and sisters!”
          I do not know I played a role in this sentence, or his mother know that we certainly will not buy her, “dichlorvos”, the mother has never mentioned the words of the.
           Mother walking more and more difficult, since the young girl living in the home is in the absence of a splendid ceremony, a flash on the fast two years. I have said on several occasions to buy a wheelchair, pushed her out to see if the mother is always a rebuff, saying it was not hair.
            One day, his brother said the units were divided into houses, Sanshiyiting, he dedicated to his mother prepared a back, good decoration on her mother to go live. Since then, his mother every time I see little brother, always to ask how well decorated, the mother’s eyes have a little angry, the mother looking forward  cheap jordan shoes to a new environment for living.
           Six months later, new house finally decorated well, little brother said he would invite some passengers, noisy, and so please draw a line finished off his mother to live quietly in the past, this delay is more than a month.
           At this point it is summer, the day my mother giving me that his quilt cover, thick, and hot I can not sleep at night and told me to give him to buy a quilt.
           I said: “You first, hold on, and so pulls to move to a new bar there, brother!”
           His mother thought for a moment said: well and good. ”
           The second week, the mother said to me: “Buxing Liao, Xiao-Mao, the evening is hot too uncomfortable, you brought me next week, I can not wait for her.”
           I said, “Well, next week will bring you.”
           On Friday, I bought the quilt, think to remember tomorrow, sent to his mother.
           Saturday morning, I still wake up call young girl, crying, said: “Mom is dead! Was discovered this morning after getting up.”
            I spent about, and so suddenly, with no aura, with no psychological preparation, the mother had a kind of left my heart suddenly empty. Looked at the bedside stood ready to send to his mother today, the thin quilts, they began to hate from myself, why not buy his mother a quilt that when they buy to the mother? This mother can sleep soundly a few! Then they hate to play little brother, a house renovation can be a good move after the mother used to live, the mother can also enjoy a short time to live happy new home at precisely what is inviting guests such as the future!
            Our inadvertently, the mother’s last wish has forever can not be achieved, and this really let me rude awakening! Wound cardiopulmonary!
             In order mother’s possessions, I saw that the Selected Works of Mao Tse-tung (), or if I can package it looks good, the mother apparently never opened, eyes appeared as if the mother stays in the table above, it is only the eyes of the Hong Hong situation, I burst sad. Then, they saw the mother’s clothes and then send Xiao-xian, or new, possibly through the mother I think of that time, have been unhappy to see me close up, I was selfish for a while uncomfortable. Finally, in a small tin house, I found a gold velvet bag with the two photographs, one was a few brothers and sisters, parents and our family portrait, the other is Li’s uncle, a young and handsome photographs. Behind in the family portrait, mother reads: “My joy”; Uncle Lee’s photo behind his mother that read: “My Sunshine”

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Monday, August 31st, 2009
Office colleagues, students often chat with the object. That year, the school shortly after Ms. Wang sat opposite a new class, it only took a few days to hear her and said happily: “I’m lucky this year! This class parents quite willing to accommodate, the class the quality is very neat, in particular, there is a student in the future may become a leader! “What major events happened in the end, so that Ms. Wang so optimistic about the future of this student? In fact, as most first-year students of the schools are not very familiar with time, the students were even in the class phonetic version of the school to send home-made maps. Ms. Wang started goes on childlike hand-drawn maps, very proudly said: “I have never experienced such a creative students! This map makes him a child king, but he did not point domineering get along with anyone. only a few days, they appear full of charisma, it is not easy! “Wang’s fortune is the envy of everyone in” Teaching the world of excellence “has always been a great pleasure in life, ah! I am a bit distraught, I teach her science class, only taught one to Eight, Ms. Wang was at nine. Can not be taught to students of this genius, it really was a little disappointed!
Ms. Wang has always been responsible for a serious teacher, taught the classes, but also aroused the love of her a hundred times. She reported to us from time to time the students for the dynamic, that the future may become a leader of the students, which is her favorite. She often caused by this topic: “That on the 16th in our class … ah …” Then say are very impressive, and does not quite resemble 7-year-olds do. The mystery on the 16th, that gave his half of the rice sub-tipped students to the lunch box; have stated rightly accused the students laugh at other people falling; had Ms. Wang uncontrollably when cold, silently soak a large pot of Sterculia lychnophora Canadian Chrysanthemum … …
We have become accustomed to doing this 16-called Wang’s “Baby.” It says Wang’s father is on the 16th of war veterans have been 60 years old, my mother is also licensed handbook of polio patients. At home my parents had little time to control him, and that on the 16th everything is still stronger than people. Whenever it comes here, we all sigh in heaven arrangements: Some parents have to spend a lot of money to send their children to learn Western East, fear of children lose at the starting point, but our children do not like a Rotary on the wall of the ooze, a nobody exhorts the completely out of control. The parents live on the 16th rush, too busy kids simply do not have time to “step up”, but on the 16th’s performance was so good!
The second semester, the original class to teach her science class, Ms. Wang Qin teachers leave, in order to witness the magic on the 16th, I volunteered to teach them the natural course classes. The first lesson for the division, I have carefully looked at on the 16th. He was wearing brand new clothes, a slouchy appearance, people were very disappointed. This really is the teacher’s baby on the 16th king do? Once again, a closer look at his brand: 10916, yes ah! Is to let me on the 16th of the Ruleiguaner! I simply asked a few of last semester should be taught the concept, many students raised their hands to speak. I have been very much looking forward to the answer on the 16th, but he can only afford to sit from start to finish, a pair of eyes staring at his atheism on clothing buttons. Is Ms. Wang a description of the entire semester are fictional? I do not believe it! No teacher would do such a silly thing!
Need a few days, I found: This is simply on the 16th incarnation of the devil! Almost every lesson I have to mediate a dispute between him and fellow students: students at once is unauthorized to take things at once is a rough encounter fellow students refused to acknowledge this. He seemed very easy to lose one’s temper, and his angry, the surrounding students suffers. My child’s tolerance has been considered high, but he is also angry Kombat people. On several occasions, I can not do anything, only from behind him clinging to him, and hope that he will do again on the students hands and feet. I could feel his calloused body, in my arms slowly to relax, break away from my arms out, he would be more law-abiding more, but it can not be too long. On had several lessons that I have many doubts have been quickly overwhelmed me, I really dared not ask the king how teachers are going on here? I am very careful to answer Mr. Wang asked question: “We ban all right? Are there any questions?” I have paid particular attention to observe the face of Mr. Wang, in her face, do not see the special-ness, I can not draw concluded on the 16th it also caused her troubles. Learning Center because he participated in a long-term research project, so this semester I seldom in the office Daizhe. Are not going to class, that is, to look for information, I rarely join the office to share experiences of dialogue, so it has no longer hear the amazing story on the 16th. On the other hand, I am embarrassed to ask: Why on the 16th the performance so bad? I always think of the “Orange Huai River and the north more than trifoliate orange,” the story, according to theory, can be seen from the student teacher’s shadow. If the king on the 16th teacher in front of me before and there is such a big difference, it was not enough to say that I teach professional? A thought about this point, let my mind very disturbing. I like to wear clothes of the king, for fear that someone punctured a lie and found the truth, know the real problem is me.

I have some regrets pick up the work of Qin teachers, if not then, perhaps I can more than two lesson preparation time, maybe I can hear more about on the 16th of “reporting.” What is certain is, I have not always angry with myself, and gas on the 16th of this interrupted my class, my classroom confused beyond belief. However, I have never been a teacher give up easily, since the problem is in my body, you have to quickly remedy prior to the discovery of others, I think a good to change my attitude. So, I am on the 16th with a double effort, the two class of the day, and I called him around. Sometimes funny talking to him constantly, and sometimes asked him to help me do things. When I ask a question, I always put eyes turned to him, a very gentle, looking forward to the eyes. My question is not difficult, but also added a lot of the questions suggest, the answer is almost ready for enactment. Other students waved long ago Juzhao Shou, eager to quickly is something that they want me to rise and speak. I often confused the atmosphere of the classroom like a pot of boiling water, because I was in the hope that on the 16th to take the initiative to raise their hands to speak, to resume his proper performance. Finally, one day on the 16th raised his hand, I like the prize, as quickly asked him to stand up to speak. God! Proved themselves to Wang’s baby, he replied, very good, and I can not help but please the whole class applauded for his drums!
With this time to break the deadlock on the 16th and I gradually build trust between. I know that his family had no money to buy a lot of extra-curricular books, gave his own to buy “scientific fairy tale” to lend him. I casually asked him the contents of the book, he can 11 answer. When he put this book I have seen, and I taught him to the library can borrow books. Separated for a week, he was holding his borrowed books to my view, volunteered to say that is willing to talk about in the classroom on a shadow story. Like a run-off cars, more and more smooth communication between us. I vaguely feel that he liked me, and very willing to have good performance in front of me, so I am very pleased with this point. Once I touch his head, casually asked a sentence: “Who Bang Nixi head that way?” The next natural class, he’s like a sweet kitten leaning on my side, said: “Teacher, you touch touch see, yesterday was my own shampoo to Oh! “When you see that little head, I thought that the course of a few months to tame his mind had many ideas. Fortunately, I finally found the problem, or else to say I heard someone else’s problem Norinari gifted students, it is how ah disgrace!
I admit that I am on the 16th is a bit eccentric, but a good student with preference for the heart is right. Since he restored the level of the others, the class atmosphere is fantastic, and I’ll teach them a sense of accomplishment. I gradually came to appreciate Mr. Wang talked about the reasons for, and now even I can not help but want to tell others the hearts of proud of it!
The end of term, I would like students to do two graphic reports. Only one grade child, I dare not ask too much, as long as they can correctly clipping newspaper or magazine information, straight and paste the information in this manner, and then write a short report on the experience like. I put all classes in the child’s job pile on the table, if you really want to carefully read these operations have to spend a lot of time, I can only cursory browse the past. But I can not help but be attracted operation on the 16th. This semester, he saw a lot of extra-curricular books, his report turned out to be 10 reading experience. He is full of heart and tone to write the story of the views of some animals, but also painting the beautiful illustrations, this is  cheap jordan shoes  not a simple essay, but rather a brilliant chapter literature. I can not help Ms. Wang to get the job front, praise her on the 16th.
Surprisingly, Ms. Wang looked totally bewildered, as if I did not know what to say. I pushed in front of her job to remind her: “You said呀! That your precious呀! Will automatically bring something to share with others, very charismatic on the 16th呀!” Wang teachers gained an understanding, but she Zhangtailezui, very surprised, said: “You said that on the 16th呀? It is a matter of last semester. that on the 16th transfer, and the arrival of a transfer student, as just boys, I put him placed in on the 16th last. This is an adaptation on the 16th problem of the poor students, the former Dai Buzhu before transferring to a school, and that on the 16th and the original is completely different. Immediately after his arrival, as long as he Jinjiao Shi, whole class started nervous. Several teachers have told me that before, only you did not come never taken shape. I am also scared scared, scolded also criticized, but he still sent the disciplinary office twice. I pass every day, and his parents telephone, faster bored to death of. did not understand how one thing, he slowly changed jordan shoes for the better, should be gradually be able to adapt to school life, right? “Wang teachers took the job, looked at, said:” This is really is his to do? he wrote in the contact of life on a small note of this, there is no written so okay! ”
Ms. Wang did not believe land turned over the operation, has long been doubts in my mind little by little finally solved: The original two-semester on the 16th different person呀! I saw the beginning of the semester the “rebellion” scenes, nor is it directed at me, I have no knowledge of circumstances, even hugging a such a big secret! I decided not to make things clearer for Wang teacher said, after all, this is my own secret. From that later, whenever the performance jordan shoe  of disorders encountered by child, I always look forward to holding, always firmly believe that if someday be able to reveal his appearance was kept in the layer of camouflage, to be a child sincerely trust that all will have a turn for the better . I would like every child are endless potential, “Mysterious on the 16th”!